Beginning of the End

Sometimes, if not all the time, it is hard to be true to one's self, much less to be true to someone you are interested in and vice versa. A lot of times...time in itself travels at the speed of light -- with love traveling right along side it. Imagine the speed of light as perception and traveling alongside of it instead of lust is love....

In this world/society of marriages and couples holding hands we as human beings (fancy word for walking, talking animal) put more pressure on ourselves mentally than any other creature on the planet. The old adage is "there is someone out there for everyone" but is that really true? Or is the truth that in our blurred perception of reality that we misconstrue lust for love?

Imagine meeting that someone and them sweeping you off your feet. As humans we love perception right? As a regular human being attention does wonders for self-esteem. And of course who doesn't want to be noticed and loved?

You think you and this person hit it off b/c you've hugged, kissed, gone places and alas...had intercourse! Now its time for stage two, now the pressure is: are we boyfriend and girlfriend, are we exclusive, etc, etc. In some cases, guys feel the female is pushing for some type of stability and because the sex is good the guy will settle for the "title" and vice versa.

Skip ahead, now you have been dating for 6 months and it feels like 6 years! You both claim to love one another, you speak about future plans, goals, aspirations, family etc. Things are good and your high on life...fast forward to 1 year and it feels like ten! Fast forward to 2 years and it feels as if your already married. Hell, you've probably moved in together and may have even done the most complicated thing you could do to further complicate the relationship...you go and get pregnant!

You think to yourself, "I love this person -- a kid is what we want right...?" hell you think it even more as you reach your climax in bed as you're unprotected and bust them nutz ("I love you baby...yesss bust in me!") What you haven't thought about or really experienced is how bills will be split and if -- as a unit you will actually be there as parents for the child. Hell, you don't even know if the two of you will last as a couple much less as a family...thus the speed of perception and lust has taken over the human psyche...

This, folks is what I like to so humbly call "THE BEGINNING OF THE END!" (PT.2 TOMORROW)